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Last time we talked about well, snarky rhyming leprechauns, actually. But pursuant to my series 7 Reasons Women Stay in Bad Relationships (and just before Christian Leaders: For Gods Sake, Stop Empowering Wife Abusers), we talked, in Women in Abusive Relationships: Like Everyone Else, Youre Guilty of Love, about the truth that if we are living in an unhappy or dysfunctional way, we can be sure its because, in one way or another, we are being as loyal as we possibly can to the ideas and values that our parents taught us abou... More >>>
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Last time we talked about well, snarky rhyming leprechauns, actually. But pursuant to my series 7 Reasons Women Stay in Bad Relationships (and just before Christian Leaders: For Gods Sake, Stop Empowering Wife Abusers), we talked, in Women in Abusive Relationships: Like Everyone Else, Youre Guilty of Love, about the truth that if we are living in an unhappy or dysfunctional way, we can be sure its because, in one way or another, we are being as loyal as we possibly can to the ideas and values that our parents taught us about ourselves, the world, and how those two just naturally interact. So lets talk about that just a little more, because in the course of our lives there is no more important a subject for us to deal with. (As to the relationship between religion/God and our psychological well-being, its true, as I said in Women in Abusive Relationships: The Good Daughter Syndrome, that what stands between us and our psychological health also stands between us and the healing power of God.) Our present and future is necessarily defined by our past. You cant be who you want to be without understanding how you got to be the way you are. No one gets around that. And how did you begin your journey toward the person you are today? As a fully dependent child.
Now, lets say that as a child you had emotionally dysfunctional parents. (Phffft. Like anyone didnt. But I digest .) What do emotionally dysfunctional parents do? They constantly teach their children all kinds of crazy, wrong, and eminently unhelpful things about themselves, others, and the world in general. They cant help it. They do what they are. And how do children respond to the Toxic Life Lessons taught them by their emotionally dysfunctional parents? They believe them, thats what. They absorb them as absolute truths. They accept them before the conscious process of acceptance at all. What our parents teach us, especially and particularly about who we are (since thats the information were most voracious about collecting), becomes, right off the bat, so deeply interwoven into our most foundational and bedrock conceptions of ourselves and the world that unless later in our lives we work very, very hard to discern between larger, healthier truths and the little, tweaked truths that our parents downloaded directly into our (so to speak) motherboards, then we end up stuck in the little, broken boat our parents fashioned for us, which can never do anything but float around in the same old limited loop their boat is forever stuck in. Worse than all this: The real message dysfunctional parents send their children is that their children are in danger. That is the primary message received by children in messed-up families: You could die here. Things are crazy here. You are not loved here. Your survival is at risk here. Thats not an exaggeration: its how kids feel if the primary message theyre getting from their parents is, My craziness is more important to me than properly loving you is. How else can they respond to that message? Theyre totally dependent upon their parents well-being and love. And thats not something theyre unaware of. Theyre not. They know it. They know that if their parents are erratic, or hostile, or out of control, or crazy in any real way, theyre in trouble. On the most basic, animal level, they understand that means their safety is endangered.
Theyre scared, man. And heres what scared kids in crazy families tell themselves about their parents: They really love me. Kids tell themselves what they must in order to secure for themselves the emotional security they need just to survive in their house, which is that underneath it allunderneath their anger, their selfishness, their fear, their passivity, their physical or emotional abusetheir parents really love them. Sure, Dad hit us. But he loved us. Sure, Mom drank too much. But she loved us. Sure, Dad was never home. But he loved us. Sure, Mom refused to stand up to Dad. But she loved us. We all do it. We all hold dear to the myth that as children we had to create for ourselves, which is that our parents are deeper, nobler, kinder, more thoughtfulthat theyre just better peoplethan the people whom we in fact know them to be. And besides that for our survival we must, do you know why else we cling so mightily to the Good Parent myth? Because we love our parents with a furious, instinctive devotion the power of which is unmatched in the human experience. And theres the package of our lives: We love our parents, and as children we must believe that underneath it all our parents are wonderful, enlightened people who always have and always will love us. And then as adults we find ourselves allowing ourselves to be abused. Or we habitually abuse ourselves, with alcohol or drugs. Or we eat too much. Or we dont allow ourselves to eat enough. Or were the ones hurting and abusing the people were supposed to love and protect. And when your personal life has for too long gone too awry, you finally reach the point where you realize that you have to start reassessing knowledge thats as core to who you are as your skin and your teeth. Thats when its time to start that process by which, ultimately, you decide that its more important that you stand up straight and let your parents fall off your back than it is for you to continue your life hunched over from the weight of carrying them. |
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